it's already 14th of December and we haven't even went shopping for presents yet. *right now i really wanna spite out a few swear words la!! okay i'm pissed. i'm pissed because i'm stuck at home. i'm pissed because there's nothing to do at home. i've been reading this book THE WHOLE DAY non-stop. i'm pissed because no one is making any effort to spend some quality family time. i'm pissed because i'm sulking, heck it's after SPM and most importantly it's CHRISTMAS SEASON and i'm suppose to be giddy and excited like a little girl D:

hate this feeling. it's making me age faster D:

oh and let's not forget the fact that i'm turning 18 soon. oh crap. maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all. carpe diem.

haizzz, i just have this heavy feeling that i'm wasting time right now. just sitting around the house, sulking, doing nothing. i should've gone and find myself a part-time job. keep myself busy, away from boredom. i think boredom is my number one enemy lah. i hate being bored. i hate the feeling of having nothing else to do. whhhyyyy must my life be stuck in this ever boring life D:

i wanna get my driving license quickly. that way i can go wherever the hell i want whenever i want to. i can drive to my Po's place as i like, no need to ask whether my parents' are in the mood to stop by there for a while. pfft. it's getting more and more irritating lah. i guess that's why people move out from their nest when it's time, maybe getting locked up too much is too.....unbearable sometimes :\

haizzzzzzzzzzzzz. i hate being this emo laaahhhh.

oh ya i saw on facebook worh!! my primary school teacher!! she just got married!! in the most bizarre and mind-blowing way ever!! she got married UNDERWATER!! like seriously! she uploaded some pictures for us and i was like O____________O she signed the wedding documents UNDERWATER. they had all the scuba equipments on and my teacher was wearing a wedding dress!! so special! i saw my friend commented that there was a news report about the wedding. haha.

okie lah i have to go and get ready for caroling. it's the only that is keeping my sane enough right now lol. caroling at Gaya tonight around 7pm (hope it doesn't rain!!!), afterwards at Burger King Segama and then to another house somewhere. heeeeh. see ya :)